Nonsense

topic of the (date) night.

took myself on a date and tried not to laugh out loud while wearing my new glasses and observing (staring) at people.

they’re my first pair of progressive lenses and during the fitting the lady told me i wouldn’t be able to “side eye” anyone without getting dizzy so this is what went through my mind during dinner.

i’m making myself do things without anyone because soon enough or sooner than i might think everyone will be gone so it’s important i get to know what it feels like now so i don’t fall into some deep spiraling depression.

soon i’ll be traveling solo and i’m only a little scared which is pretty awesome.

truth is tomorrow’s not promised so i still kiss and hug everyone goodnight – no matter what time it is. if there’s a choice i guess that’s the last action that means the most to me.