Nonsense

when she leaves he gets lonely and doesn’t know what to do with himself. he’s one of those guys that needs a woman in his life to validate his existence. i don’t know how many people are like that but suspect it’s a lot and figure it makes perfect sense seeing as how we’re created for connection. at least that’s one way to look at it.

lonely comes in waves for me and i’m not sure if it’s because i’m alone or because i’m not. sometimes it seems i might become a nun but i say fuck too much and think dirty thoughts several times a day so can’t imagine that’s acceptable amongst the clustering cloisters and such but who knows, maybe they all cuss like sailors behind closed doors.